I Need Someone Else's Optimism

A lot has happened since I last wrote and greater things deserve to be written about than what will be.  I'm grumpy.  There's a lot beneath that, but I'll try to stay on today's source of agitation.  Our lease is up at the end of August, and the fall will look very different.  I remember last summer's doom and gloom discussions and Angela being so bright-side and encouraging.  I needed that.  I probably need a whole lot of those this summer.  Dear Jesus help.